LindsayLou
its so crazy how drastically things can change in just one year. a year ago i never thought i would be the person that i am today. i have grown and matured in so many ways and i am proud to say that. yes there are some aspects of my life that i still wish i could change or wish would change on their own. but the biggest thing i have learned in the past year is to be yourself and not care about what others think or say about you. if they want to be apart of your life, they will like you for who you are and for what you bring to the table….and if they dont, then either them or you can walk away. i learned not to be the bigger person every single time. i need to stick up for myself and not take shit from people. but most importantly, i need to have confidence in myself and have faith in the future. i am grateful for all the changes that have happened to me so far, but looking forward to the changes waiting to happen in my future.

its so crazy how drastically things can change in just one year. a year ago i never thought i would be the person that i am today. i have grown and matured in so many ways and i am proud to say that. yes there are some aspects of my life that i still wish i could change or wish would change on their own. but the biggest thing i have learned in the past year is to be yourself and not care about what others think or say about you. if they want to be apart of your life, they will like you for who you are and for what you bring to the table….and if they dont, then either them or you can walk away. i learned not to be the bigger person every single time. i need to stick up for myself and not take shit from people. but most importantly, i need to have confidence in myself and have faith in the future. i am grateful for all the changes that have happened to me so far, but looking forward to the changes waiting to happen in my future.

iloveyoujennay15:

To all the people going on airplanes aka me lindsay and dan :)

THIS IS AWESOME!!!! cutest thing ever :) thanks Jenny!

iloveyoujennay15:

To all the people going on airplanes aka me lindsay and dan :)

THIS IS AWESOME!!!! cutest thing ever :) thanks Jenny!

back from beautiful Cabo!! i had the time of my life down there, it was so hard to leave :( but good news is that my family decided to go back next year! woohooo :) from being able to drink legally, parasailing, zip-lining, and trying new foods….this was by far the best trip ever! i learned a lot about myself down there. this vacation was a real eye opener in many ways. i learned to not wear my heart on my sleeve and to not take bull shit from people and to just not worry and have fun. i am glad that i changed for the better because of this trip because i think it will make my next year at school much more enjoyable and carefree! :) cheers to becoming a better person and most importantly HAVING FUN!

back from beautiful Cabo!! i had the time of my life down there, it was so hard to leave :( but good news is that my family decided to go back next year! woohooo :) from being able to drink legally, parasailing, zip-lining, and trying new foods….this was by far the best trip ever! i learned a lot about myself down there. this vacation was a real eye opener in many ways. i learned to not wear my heart on my sleeve and to not take bull shit from people and to just not worry and have fun. i am glad that i changed for the better because of this trip because i think it will make my next year at school much more enjoyable and carefree! :) cheers to becoming a better person and most importantly HAVING FUN!

Wanted by Hunter Hayes
You know I’d fall apart without you
I don’t know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I’m with you
Like everything that’s green, girl I need you
But it’s more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it
You gotta know you’re wanted too

'Cause I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
Never let you forget it
Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted

Anyone can tell you you’re pretty
(Yeah)
You get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty’s deeper than the makeup
And I wanna show you what I see tonight

When I wrap you up
When I kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
Never let you forget it
'Cause baby I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel
I wanna make you feel better
Better than your fairy tales
Better than your best dreams
You’re more than everything I need
You’re all I ever wanted
All I ever wanted

And I just wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
Never let you forget it
Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted
Yeah, baby I wanna make you feel -
Wanted
'Cause you'll always be wanted
I myself couldn’t find the words to express my thoughts/feelings that I constantly have or feel every day….but i think this collage I made sums it up pretty well. 

I myself couldn’t find the words to express my thoughts/feelings that I constantly have or feel every day….but i think this collage I made sums it up pretty well. 

be happy with who you are. sometimes it’s hard, but at the end of every day, you are always going to be you.

be happy with who you are. sometimes it’s hard, but at the end of every day, you are always going to be you.

UrbanDictionary definition of my name…crazy how fairly accurate it is haha

Lindsay is a complicated girl. She’s often shy so you don’t really notice her. Lindsay could be the girl of your dreams. She likes things that guys like; sports and the same kinds of movies and music. She may seem plain to the untrained eye, but once you get to know her and really look, she is beautiful. Lindsay is a hopeless romantic and wants nothing more than to fall in love. She doesn’t have much experiance with guys but she can’t help but be picky because she knows there’s that once special guy out there for her. She’s a great friend. When you know her, she is the funniest person you know, but when you don’t, she is extremely reserved. If you make the first move she’ll know you’re special. Lindsay knows there are other prettier (and/or sluttier) girls out there who you could fall for, but she wishes you’d notice her because once you do, you’ll wonder why you ever went without her.

thoughts keepin me awake

a lot of nights I find myself not being able to fall asleep. why you may ask? because I have to much on my mind, and I cant seem to shake it off. these thoughts are somewhat deep so i’m not going to share details. but I will say that I always find myself asking one of these two questions….why me? or why not me? sometimes the answer is obvious, but other times, I lay in bed at night thinking of millions of possible answers to the question at hand. tonight, answers to both questions remain a mystery. hopefully I will figure things out sooner rather than later. or maybe have a simple change of luck. until then…the questions remain unanswered and constantly asked. 

My baseball boyfriend is back in the line up :)

My baseball boyfriend is back in the line up :)

do you feel the same?…